Yesterday I had the chance to do some errands on my own to pick up a few last minute things for the trip. It seemed like a good opportunity to have some alone time and not think about whats coming. I went to several stores looking for a couple of things for me, but I found myself spending more time in the little girls department. As I bought more and more things for Alexandra, I wondered to myself if this was some sort of coping mechanism kicking in. You know, if I bought her all these new outfits, she would definitely be around later to wear them. It also made me wonder how others cope with such stresses with their own children; I would like to hear your stories.
Today a friend who hasnt been around Alexandra much came to visit. She brought her some books, and Alexandra sat right down on her lap and insisted that she read them to her. As my husband and I just sat there and watched, I started getting a little choked up. When youre running around working, packing, etc., its easy to forget that surgery is in just a few days. However, when you stop, the emotions can hit hard and unexpectedly.
Hi Lisa – I think this site is fantastic and I am so proud of you for doing this! Especially at a time when you have so much going on! Please know that we are here for you and will be praying hard as Alexandra and you all prepare for her surgery. Take Care…Beckie